tanisnikana 2d ago • 100%
That’s definitely something to mention to my therapist.
tanisnikana 3d ago • 100%
Fuckin’ grows out of the ground!
Who’s a jammy bastard?
tanisnikana 3d ago • 100%
They came from here!
https://www.aoolia.com/product-audition-round-purple-glasses-cid342-og10359-c1
I’ve got them in that blue/yellow gradient too.
tanisnikana 4d ago • 100%
THEY HAVE ACTUAL FUKKEN BASS YO
I forgot how some of my music used to sound like with my old V-Modas (which I stopped wearing outside cause they're too heavy, isolating, and they detract from my aesthetic.)
tanisnikana 4d ago • 100%
Mine are Openrun Pro 2, and they don’t seem to leak; had my wife check at five feet while I had them at max volume.
tanisnikana 4d ago • 100%
Those are my downvotes; seems a bit presumptuous for me to auto-grant my own approval to a post. I have Lemmy set this way.
(Everyone’s got their own opinion about votes and how to use them, and that’s alright.)
tanisnikana 4d ago • 100%
As long as work is a safe space, it’s moot indeed. However, since work is tied to food and shelter in this absolute fucking bullshit hellscape boring-ass dystopia, being trans can fuck people up out of house and food.
Sorry, let my opinions get the better of me for a moment.
tanisnikana 4d ago • 100%
Those are bone conductors (that I’ve doctored the logo off of), and they keep a soundtrack on me. I just like music a lot! They’re not part of my glasses though.
tanisnikana 4d ago • 100%
Quest number 3:
GET GOOD PHONELESS SLEEP TONIGHT
That’s all I got.
tanisnikana 4d ago • 100%
Next quest:
EAT A VEGETABLE
Reward: another body happiness
tanisnikana 4d ago • 100%
Also you want a quest? Here’s a quest:
DRINK WATER
Reward: one body happiness.
Do this before the other person who has the quest does it.
tanisnikana 4d ago • 100%
(Those downvotes are coming from me—I think it’s presumptuous to give me my own approval. However, what I do isn’t what others should do, do what works for you.)
tanisnikana 4d ago • 100%
I’ve got posts in my history that should show you more of my insane wardrobe. :D
tanisnikana 4d ago • 100%
Self-determined what we gotta look like when we dress to slay literal gods. It’s what gives us the sheer moxie to make the clothes work.
tanisnikana 4d ago • 100%
My dad messaged me to say “you look sad.” Nope, not in these clothes, but there’s certain facial expressions that are part of the aesthetic, a fierce determination and stoicness.
tanisnikana 4d ago • 100%
I’m slaying gods out here.
tanisnikana 4d ago • 100%
DRINK WATER
Reward: one body happiness
tanisnikana 4d ago • 100%
Everything I’ve got is drip. Nothing casual. 180mph, all the time, all gas no brakes.
tanisnikana 4d ago • 100%
But don’t get me wrong; I’m not giving up; I’m very much she/her, but that’s more in a sense of “I’m just not gonna dress like the women around me, I got my own style to maintain,” and that style simultaneously filters out most cis folk, and gives queers something to compliment, an easy in to start talking with me.
Self-selection at work!
tanisnikana 4d ago • 100%
That’s actually my wife (not pictured) who rolls that aesthetic. I just try to dress like the protagonist of a yet-unreleased Final Fantasy. :D
FAQ: 1. Why do you feel like crap? * Brain chemicals plus time, multiplied by the dysphoria co-efficient. 2. You'd pass better if you just dressed like people. * Look, if I'm not dressed like I'm gonna run up the side of a skyscraper, holding a technosword, during a rainy night, in order to kill a god, *is life really worth living?* 2a. Just wear a brand somewhere. * Nope. Earth symbols and brands and such aren't diegetic to how I want to present myself. I specifically want to look like I don't belong. 2b. That makes you stand out. * Fine. As long as I'm read as a girl who's not from here. 3. Why'd you climb halfway up Mount Hood? * Arch-nemesis at the top. Called him and asked me to meet halfway up for a thrilling sword fight cause I'm lazy and it's a compromise. (Seriously though, it was a hike with my wife and I was bitching bilingually going both up and down and it was very difficult to even make it that far.) 4. Can you play banjo? * Nope. I tried though, but the hand doing the strumming is the one that took the most damage from two strokes. Can't even keep a rhythm. 5. Your shoes aren't matching sometimes. * OH SHIT THANKS FOR POINTING THAT OUT 6. Kids these days don't even know what Final Fantasy is, really. * Don't care, it was super formative to my heart and I'm almost 40.
We saw The Beths opening for Alvvays last night and it was amazing.
Hokay, so. I’m on HRT and have been for a decade and change. This is real cool, except how basically every interaction with cisgenderedists gets me misgendered, and a hearty “sir” or a flurry of “he/hims” levied my way. I mean, fuck, I can be standing there in knee-high boots, a leather skirt, and a cropped hoodie and I get misgendered as fuuuck. “So change shit up, motherfucker.” I do a phone job and my voice is believably feminine in both English and Japanese, which is cool, but something about my real life existence just reeks of masculinity. Can’t really do makeup cause the structures responsible for processing my face are damaged. I can tell what emotion I’m making, but I can’t perceive enough of my face to draw well on it. Also since I’ve had two strokes, even if I *could*, I’d prolly do eyeliner wings like a fuckin’ gridiron player. I got beautiful wavy blonde hair that goes down past my butt, and though I don’t have the manual dexterity to style that really well with buns and braids and such, I can at least try shit other than the basic nape-of-neck ponytail. Also I’m flat as your average golf course: maybe two discernible bumps, and that’s fuckin’ *it*. Also I’m ace as fuck so if they were any bigger I’d get real self-conscious about it. At least I got a fashion sense that makes Square Enix jealous. I’m gonna figure shit out that works for me, either that or I’m gonna keep on tolerating the injustices of the bastards who never thought to play with the character creator. Also I guess they want me to add a photo so here you are. Apologies for my shitty English. It’s fuckin’ terrible.
I’m just gonna start posting 🐢.
I did my best to get this shot as good as I could. Strong shell and feets for marching.